I can´t find the words.

Lately, I just can´t stop thinking this is not the end I wanted. This is not how things should had ended.

Why did all this turn out so bad? And why do I feel like there are so many things left unsaid? So many things inside my chest that I don´t understand...

So many things I would like to say to you. So much time waiting to close things up, wondering if I was the problem. So much time with no answer but silence and cold indifference.

But it did end. It´s all over and there is no way back. Nothing will be like it was before, I won´t ever feel the same way.

Now we are extrangers again, sharing nothing else but some uncomfortable and bittersweet greetings once in a while.

And I need to say goodbye... But I can´t find the words.